YAAAWN!

   Minsan naiisip ko, what's the sense of being a blogger in Tumblr if you are just reblogging and nonstop CTRL+C and CTRL+V on your notes? Those are not your own thoughts. Those are from others'. Puro designs, echa-bureche lang. Unlike here, my blog is purely and originally came out from my own malfunctioning brain. *rolleyes*  As we follow trends, our brains shrink. Could that be?

Saka btw, this blog is only my e-journal. As much as possible, I don't want anybody to read this. Kaya I settled here nalang. Haha. As far as I can see, I'll get to use Tumblr sooner or later. Just not now that I ain't got no lovely reasons to make one. =D


In addition, I have read an article regarding to this issue.
http://tabasaur.blogspot.com/2009/08/in-defense-of-all-blogspot-users-and.html

Freeeeedom!

   Oh come on! Naalala ko lang yung sinabi ni Ritchell, my former classmate in High School. According to her kasi, she wants to be like us. Sobrang "Malaya" daw kasi kami dito sa PUP. Can go anywhere, can get out of that *toot* school anytime. Haha. Just so she knows, mahirap din kaya. Yan nga, sa sobrang malaya, hindi ko na alam ang patutunguhan ko. *LOL* Pero hindi rin naman kami yung tipong walang-walang ginagawa. Most of the time, we're halfway busy. Haha. Kapag kasi busy kami, busy talaga as in, sunod-sunod ang exams, homeworks plus thesis. Oh fvck! Pero sa time naman na walang ginagawa, aba'y heto't walang-wala nga. *LOL* Foundation Anniversary ng PUP ngayong week, actually weeks kasi 2 weeks 'yon eh. Its bongga naman I can say, wag mo lang isama yung ball games. No offense! Hihi. 'Di ko lang talaga 'yon feel. Ano ba itech? Intrams? Haha. Pero pertaining naman sa presentations and contests, Havey na Havey! What's so cool pa, Gov. Vilma Santos-Recto went here in PUP! Kanina lang. She was the guest speaker of what they so-called "Convocation" daw? Sounds new to me. Haha. Never had attended one kasi eh. Well. actually I have seen Ate V. for so many times. The last one was last year when our section was exclusively chosen for welcoming the Papal Nuncio. Gov. Vilma was there. Nahawakan pa nga sya ng isa kong classmate at mala-cotton pa daw ang palm ni Gov! Haha. Kanina, 'di ko naman masyado maaninag ang Star for all season nyo. Blurry-eyes kasi ang mayroon ako. *LOL* Napansin ko lang, ang liksi nitong si Gov. Parang kiti-kiti? Ang energetic ba? I know, you're laughing. Haha. Hmm, I guess that's just small people are. Maliksi. =) Madami pang happenings sa buhay ko ngayon eh. Hoho. Just like that stupid field research. It somewhat gone me insane. And Gosh, I think mananaba ako lalo. *mourns* Ito kasing si bestfriend ko, lagi nalang naka'Mang Inasal. Unlimited rice, unlimited coke. Uhm. Sa kanya, okay lang! Payat sya eh! Eh paano naman ako? Every money counts, kailangan sulitin! hmm? So, ang nangyari, hindi na ako nakaen ng dinner, merienda or anything after that Mang Inasal encounter. Hmp. Ayos din naman kanina, may free 5 tokens pa sa WOF. Nakalaro pa tuloy kami. Hihi. At may free din na Kangkong Salad. (Ewan ko ba kung free 'yon? O saang panig ng Mang Inasal at nai-serve nila 'yon samin? *giggles*) Musta naman yon? Haha. Hindi pa naman ako nakaen ng gulay. *winks* Ano pa bang bago sa'kin? Haha. You can kindly and freely check out as well as follow my twitter account @itsmeIdynell, naka-post kasi lahat doon ng naiisip ko at the very moment I'm logged in. =D Wala lang. Baka sakaling interested ka. Pero alam kong hindi naman kaya, OKAAAAAAAAY!!!!! *laughs*

Dirty-headed.

HINDI LAHAT NG PINOPOST KO PARA SAKIN.
Minsan, random thoughts lang 'to.
(Hindi rin. Haha)

What's the meaning of this?

"Minsan talaga, Sa isang relationship mas makakabuti kung hindi kayo laging magkasama. Kasi yung moment naman na magkita kayo marami kayong maikikwento sa isa’t isa. marami kayong mapag-uusapan about sa nangyari sa araw ninyong dalawa nung hindi kayo magkasama. Mas nadedevelop ang communication. kesa naman dun sa lagi kayong magkasama pero medyo bawas naman ang pag-uusap ninyo. Eh syempre. nakikita na ninyong dalawa ang nangyari kaya wala narin masasabi o maishishare na kwento. nawawala yung feeling na excited kang magkwento sa kanya."

(Source: umaasaparin)

Relate. Relate. I knew it. Mindfuck!

You and I'll be..

   Hooray! Haha. Guess what?? Tinatamad ako mag-post ng entry dito kaya medyo nakakaligdaan ko na magkwento sa blog ko. Hihi. (Hindi na naman matagal na issue yon diba?) Midterms are finally over! At kahit kailan, isang hell talaga ang mga gabi ng pag-aaral. Ika nga nila eh, eyebrows-burning ang tema. Haha. So, btw, kaya medyo nagiging busy-bee ako kasi dahil dito.. That's the vid of my somewhat mission to be accomplished. *giggles*

   Sakit na nga ng fingers ko dyan. *laughs* Inumpisahan ko lang yan aralin noong Wednesday. Nagkataon pang midterms kaya hindi ko matapos-tapos. And I still have some pending movies to watch. Gotta keep working on our field research pa. Disastrous! Saka nga pala, isa talagang malaking-catastrophe ang maging prof si Honorato Misfortunato. *LOL*  I hate him! He's such a big jerky-FEELINGERO. Haha. I know, bad ako. *chuckles* Hmm, Ciao for now. Hihi. Just posted to preserve some memories of today on which I became a somewhat girl on cloud nine! Hoho. Ang saya ko talaga ngayon. *winks* 

KALABASAAAA!

   Kailangan ko na kumain ng maraming-maraming kalabasa, yung tipong kulang nalang isuka ko. Haha! Pero sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga ako mahilig sa gulay eh. Baka potatoes pwede pa! (Mcdo Fries!) *laughs* Haaays. Ang hirap kasi eh. Hirap na hirap na ko! Hindi ko na kayaaaaaaaa! Oo, ang hirap ng malabo ang mata! *sigh* Feeling ko eh, nalilinlang ako ng mundo dahil sa hindi ko makita ng masinsinan ang mga bagay-bagay sa planetang ito eh. Ay! ang OA ko. Haha. Pero seriously, ang hirap talaga. I used to wear my eyeglasses when I was still high school pero simula noong nag-college ako, hindi ko na ginagamit yon eh. Ewan ko ba. Kind of awkward sa feeling kasi. Haha. Saka I think, tumaas na ulit ang grado ng mata ko. Sabi kasi ng ophthalmologist  ko dati, 180 na yung grado ng eyes ko. Musta naman yon? Sort of near to blindness na ba? Over-reacting! Haha. Eh ngayon kaya noh? Di pa kasi ako nakakapag-pa-check up eh. Wala akong time. *LOL* Saka plano ko, mag-lenses na. Ayoko kasi ng eyeglasses. Napapansin ko lang kasi as of this very moment, medyo nagiging complicated na ang mga ordinary routines ko sa very sensitive na dahilan. Ang hirap nga manood ng TV sa malayo. Ang hirap din mag-computer ng hindi ko suot ang eyeglasses ko at mas lalong mahirap mangopya tuwing exams. Hahaha. Joke! *LOL* Ah basta, ayoko naman mabulag noh. Bakit kasi inborn ang pagiging malabo ng mata ko. Pesteng genes naman yan oh! (Courtesy of Jesmadevil.) *ROFLOL* Nakooo! Maswerte ka at hindi kita kagaya. Haha. Hmm, madalas din nafe-feel ko, sumasakit ang ulo at neck ko. Hindi kaya signs ng mas paglabo pa ng eyesight ko? Creepy! Tsss. Bahala na nga. Hehe. Papa-contact lenses nalang ako. (When? 10 years later? Haha.) Most likely, colorless para looking natural. Just like Jessa's.

Note from me, Minsan sa buhay, kailangan natin lumayo sa taong mahalaga sa'tin. Hindi dahil sa ayaw na natin sa kanila, kundi para lang malaman natin kung ano ba talaga ang ating halaga sa mga taong pinapahalagahan natin ng sobra. Malalaman lamang natin 'yon sa mga pagkakataon na wala tayo sa tabi nila. Ngayon naman, kung tuluyan tayong lalayo at hahayaan na lamang nila na mawala tayo sa kani-kanilang mga buhay, doon lamang nangangahulugan ang masakit na katotohanan na kahit noong umpisa pa lamang, hindi ka na nila pinapahalagahan. Yung 'tila mistulang echapwerang nilalang ka lamang. Ganon? (ang Bad ko, pero mas bad sya. Sa bagay, tanggap ko na. I just need some time to heal and to contemplate if I shall give them my full attention or better ignore them at all.)

Baby, don't you break my heart slow.

I like the way you want me

Every night for so long baby

I like the way you needed me

Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you

Was I mistaken do you mean

Do you mean what you say

When you say our love could last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me

Every night for so long baby

I like the way you'd sing to me

Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you

Was I mistaken do you say

Do you say what you mean

When you say our love could last forever

Cause I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

You would run around and leave me on forever

While I stay at home still thinking we're together

I wanted our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie

I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye

I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know

But baby don't you break my heart slow

Baby don't you break my heart slow

   All this time, I am hurting for something that in the first place, has nothing to do with me. Kfine. *sigh* Pwede ba yon? Let's just say na, I have no rights to react like this.

PUTUKAN NA!

   Its official! 2012 na! I am so thankful for 2011. It has been an amazing and extraordinary year. Last year kasi, the wish I've been praying for about 2 years has come true. Sobrang saya! Salamat sa mga taong naging part ng buhay ko. Sa lahat ng lungkot, saya, tawanan, dramahan, kalokohan at kung ano-ano pa. Last year for me is near to perfect.  So, sana 2012, be good to me! Good vibes, pasok! *laughs* Btw, how about the 2012 apocalypse? My highschool friends and I has been talking about it for a million times, I guess. haha. Just wanna talk less. Basta ba mabuhay lang tayo ng masaya at puno ng pagmamahal eh, then its fine to die na. Diba? Haha. Just live everyday as if we're dying tomorrow, its never a crime. I love my life. Especially, yours in mine. :*