"It's so crap to know that you do expect too much from a person that doesn't even give you any attention and appreciation in the first place."
Nothing. Just my previous status on facebook. Sa ngayon, gulong-gulo lang ang isip ko. I'd rather be numb by this time, I guess. Mistakes.. Mistakes.. Again and again and again. Nakakasakit na naman ako. Hindi ko ba alam kung bakit ko na naman nagawa yon. I really am guilty. I wanted to hurt myself *sigh* I'm so bothered. Ang dami-dami ko ng kalokohan sa buhay. Pati tuloy ang mga taong nagmamahal sakin, nasasaktan ko na. I am worth it? Do I deserve it? Okay, I'm sort of subconscious-minded right now. Am I inlove? or just falling out of love? Then shit if I do! I'm worn out to these feelings! I'm trying to seek the real me of where will I be happy and where am I supposed to be. Do I sound broke already? then go laugh at me. I'm really a gullible. Jerky-stupid! My anxieties won't leave me. Ayoko na syang masaktan, nakakapagod na. Pati ako nasasaktan sa mga bagay na hindi naman dapat nangyayari *sigh* Iiwas nalang muna ako at lilimot? I hate this horrible feeling of being such a shitty.
No comments:
Post a Comment