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   Napaisip lang kasi ako, paano kaya kung may nakakabasa "pala" ng blog ko noh? (Assuming!) Haha. Well, regardless of that assuming-thing, just "what if?" If that so, seriously, nakakahiya! I mean, sooobra! Haha. Puro ka-baliwan lang naman ang nilalagay ko dito eh. Tapos minsan, pag binabasa ko ulit yung iba kong post, wrong grammar or wrong spelling pa. *laughs* Pero asa naman ako na mayroong nakakabasa diba? Its just a matter of what ifs lang naman eh.. Get it?? *Grin* Besides, kapag naman nagpo-post ako dito, at that very moment, yung exact feeling with no preparations and hesitations lang naman ang ginagawa ko eh. Like, what comes out of my mind and stuff then boom, that's all folks. Kaya nga e-journal ko diba? Haha. I write seriously not. Haha. Let-it-be habit. Hoho. So, for any (fictional) reader, gawin bang entertainment section ang blog ko? Hahaha. No, peace! Mabait naman ako. I'm not playing safe. This is just who I really am. *winks*

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  I've almost forgotten to post here! Oh My. Seriously, I am really-really busy! Ang dami naming quizzes and homeworks plus journal plus dance performance (Godd! I don't dance) plus upcoming final exams. Ugh! It sucks. I even got busier for some papers or requirements for my so-called "Trip-trip summer job" daw with some of my friends. Haha. Actually, ayaw ng mom ko 'yon. I just insist to do so. Ang boring kasi sa bahay eh and I want money of course! Sitting all day long won't bring me money so then, I'll make it. *laughs* Details later okay? Hope you understand, I need to nurture and treasure every second of every minute. Hooh! Hassle!

Heroine ♥

I lie awake until silence lets me sleep...

I dreamed of oneself walking on the creep

Seemed so lost can do nothing but to seek

I saw nothing and only darkness covered me

Frightened and stunned, that were all I can be.

A ray of light made me hold on 

Notion arose that it might be you

No doubt, no fright neither conflict

If failure it'd be, would not I grief

I ran towards it and got to the end

Yes, it was you! And this was not pretend

You eased the hurt like a magic embraces

Darkness to me was no more but meaningless.

You built to me the bridges of hope

Redeemed everything and made it such a rose

With its passion, beauty and even thorns

Loving with all of me, not caring no returns.

You broke out all the barriers and walls

Not afraid that you could be hurt at all

Herione of mine took me out of the dark

So let me stay, let love be forever-marked.

   June 12, 2010. 5:55 pm (Angels' time), I wrote that poem entitled "Heroine". So, Heroine? Yep its a girl. I wrote it for a very special person in my life during the midtimes I was totally down and she was there, my ever dearest bestfriend, jessa. Just found a piece of paper on my stuffs and saw the draft of the poem I wrote when I was still 14 years old. Cool! Haha. Pero kahit naman noong bata ako, I am fond of writing poetry na eh. I just don't know if I still have that super powers as of now. Haha. I just wanna keep that poem. I hope I could find the sonnet I wrote when I was still in junior high. Napili kasi 'yon ng teacher ko to be exhibited on our school. Hindi lang dahil sa content pero with the design itself, they were amazed. Hoho! Yabang. No, I'm not. Actually ngayon? I am rot. I just don't have time to make poems and stuff kasi busy lagi eh. May journal pa kami. Magsisipag na nga ako this second half of second semester. A total couch potato I was then. *sigh* Mag-aaral pa ako eh. May quiz kasi kami tomorrow. 

    Anyways, foundation anniversary of PUP was a bam! Oyea! Popping bottles everyday! Wala kasing klase eh. *laughs* But the events were enormous. Niyanig ako ng mga PUPians! Haha. That was a quite bummer. (Irony indeed) *LOL* Hanggang ngayon nga, may aftershocks pa rin ako ng foundation weeks eh but I got to keep moving forward. *winks* Uhm, speaking of aftershocks, poor Visayas. Grabe! Nakakaawa,  nakakakilabot, nakakatakot. Hindi lang puro bagyo ang nagulo ngayon sa Pinas kung hindi pati lindol na. Natural calamities awaken 'cause of too much abuse of our resources. Could it be?? Ouch. I wish I could help. Poor citizens. Its more fun in the Philippines nga ba talaga? 2012 apocalypse, don't you dare be for real.